banyaknyeeeeeeeeeeeeeee assignment

This semester banyak benor assignment..

semua kena source out of the book... hmmm.. mencabar is global marketing la.. strategic management menarik.. strategic marketing management pun so..so la..

sales pun leh tahan la.. paper dia..kena source kat luar gak..

kesian ariff.. lama tak betul2 jaga dia..

tak pe.. i know what i am doing is for him gak and that.. my kejayaan belongs to him as well..

o well.. if tak rasa susah sekarang macam mana nak rasa senang kemudian..kan..
kena sabar.. nak habis dah.. and another new chapter for me.. once i finished this paper or degree..
he..he..

masters or baby perhaps.. i might do both..

if orang lain leh buat and sacrifice..kenapa aku tak boleh buat? aku mesti leh buat.. mesti cuba and usaha.. sampai boleh...

insyaallah....

k la.. till then..

rindu sama ni budak2..he..he..

dah anak dara dah anak sedara aku ni... nina is eleven this year...

rindunya kat depa berua nih... hu..hu..hu

o if your are asking depa gi mana for summer.. they went on a cruise..

photos of ariif and me..

pagi tadi tangkap gambar ni.. nunggu zul la mandi lambat benor.. tu la.. kan ibu dah cakap.. tidur awal..

masa ni... malam.. and he is so excited.. tangok fon je.. tak sabar nak menyambar je...

my new hair cut..

photos of ariff at 11++.. ariff dah leh jalan and he loves technology LT, fon, TV la.. and trucks and kereta ferrari dia.. and keretapi ..so much and enjoys watching politics and paling best.. he will drop everything for azan... specially maghrib sebab time tu memang kami dah balik umah dah..

next week.. ariff nye birthday... tapi maybe we will do it at home just the 3 of us.. kindda like it that way.. just the 3 of us.. simple and sederhana..

k la. till then.. ta..ta.. for now..

yuhuuu.... i am back with more photos from mudah

Kan best if leh stay kat area cem gini.. look at the pool and the building.. and this a 1 million ++nye area....and having this view... wa... what a life and rumah kan.. baru best nak jemput kekawan and relatives..

mak nak kitchen cem gitu... cantik kan.. simple and teratur je..

if kome boring tak yah le baca.. sebab i am into this interior semua ni sekarang.. kire cam a new passion cem gitu.. he..he...

ariff ada gambar baru semalam and so does ibu... which she cut her hair last week. ok la kot.. short and neat... senang tak serebeh.. and penting sekali i don't look like a TURTLE!!

orang pendek.. gemuk cam aku nih..tak sesuai rambut panjang sangat.. tak nampak tengkuk..nak panjang boleh tapi paras baju je.. more than that u end up looking fatter and a TURTLE!! trust me.. you don't want end up looking like that sebab i've done it!!!! HORROR sangat... he...he.... ni ibunye pendapat.. tak suka tak pe....

k la.. till then... ta..ta...

another photo from mudah... he..he.. saje je.. i know i can't afford it.. but still..kan best...if

ada cem gini...nanti if ada lagi i will tampal some more...

Anak ibu....

Anak ibu..

i will never forget this day.. i gave birth to you.. after all the hardship and those hospital visits when he is always not around ..remember when i was hospitalised... its so troublesome for him... but its worth it to be having you as my son.....

MUHAMMAD ARIFF ISKANDAR..

Ariff.. no matter what happens between me and your father ..IBU will always love you. Remember that i will always be there for you. though i can't buy or give you the moon and the stars..and tak pandai nak agah you like your dad... ibu sayang kan ariff gak and hope that you will love me back...

right now.. rindu sangat kat awak..

ariff... ibu sedih sangat.... no one to talk to.. no one to turn to.. ibu rasa nak end je life ibu...

hari ni...29.05.2009

hari ni.. i went down stairs and bought 2 bottles of diet pills. i don't care anymore as long as i can go kurus or loose weight takat 60 kg or 58 kg... i will and i have to. i had enough of him looking at kurus girls out there... typical malay man.. kan..perempuan kurus semua lawa. so let it be.. biar orang lain pulak tengok aku.. aku geram sangat after what he said... ada la... cannot elaborate kat sini... to personal.. and nothing to do with other women..
but maybe i would get a better treatment if i were a different person..
so here i am.. my mission to get that ideal weight... tak pe.. insyaallah.. i will get that weight.... i will control myself from eating that delicious food.. bukan tak makan langsung..control makan kasik perut kicik cam bulan puasa..mana tau kan...

nanti mak, chu,teh, abang, wani idak le kata aku gemuk lagi.. naik kereta sampai terbenam...
i will never forget all that... though its a joke to u.. but not to me.. i am ur sister!!!! how could you say such a mean thing to me.. masa raya.. pulak tu... maybe you've forgotten... but not for me..

tak pe.. if me being kurus and getting a masters and a degree would gain ur respect... i will prove it to you guys and specially HIM!!

osmawati osman dah hilang kesabaran dah...

I WILL PROVE IT TO YOU!!!!