i do not know why i uploaded this untitled photo in my blog. comel kot.. and inilah benda yang paling creative i could think of right now.. i've uploaded my sons photo...tak pe la kot.. as long as it makes me happy..

hmmm...kind of sad today... seeing my old office after a year transformed into a bloody counselling room... dah ada discussion room but Mr. Hindraf nak gak bilik tu... hmmm.. tak pe la..its not just the room.. its the memories inside it.. banyak sangat.. tapi nak buat cam na..
sabarkan... because i know ALLAH is planning sumthing better for me... insyaallah..

Bile la nak kerja dalam erti kata kerja yang sebenarnye... not like right now. blogging bile ada mood.. baca pasal gossip la.. paper la.. kerja buat air, makan minum.. kire datang ofis ni lepak to the maximum.. and the best part tu la.. FREE INTERNET ACCESS.. tak yah gi CC just to update blog or YM whatsoever..
hujung bulan nganga terima gaji... maybe to you it seems cam fun.. memangla fun at times... tapi not everyday for the past one year ok.. kire 365 days... minus the weekend...
bukan aku tak bersyukur.. ada kerja dan dapat gaji halal everything.. i am thankful tak menggangur.. and everything...
but i know myself better that i can do better than this.. something yang challenging my brains to think..
tapi tu la tak de rezeki lagi kan.. sabar like i said earlier on.. ALLAH has some better plans for me... sebab tu tak de rezeki lagi...insyaallah..
o...well... patience is a virtue.
insyaallah..one day.. aku akan tersenyum... semula...

MUHAMMAD ARIFF ISKANDAR NYE GAMBAR AGAIN

Ariff again...

Happynye hari ni

I am so happy today because....... esok...
Its the weekend.. will be able to spend more time with him.. infact.. tak sabar nak balik...rumah and pick him up.. and play with him...
nanti it will be such a drag kan coming to work on Monday... hmmm.. tapi hopefully by monday dah dapat gaji... ada la semangat nak drag my feet to work....
kerja ke kat sini pun... seriously tak de... takat menghadap PC.. pas tu update blog.. pas tu baca cerpen on line.. pas tu balik...
lantak le kat sini kan.peduli apa aku...
janji dapat balik and berhappy with MUHAMMAD ARIFF.. this weekend.. ; )

Pagi ni.. and another photo of myself...

Memandangkan tak kerja at ALL.. serioulsy TAK DE LANGSUNG.. maka nye.. 'tersnap' la photo.. diri sendiri kat ofis ni..seriouly ni adalah muka keboringan kat sini.. after yesterday.. deep thought mengatakan... TO HELL WITH THIS PLACE.... memang like i said earlier.. cukup hujung bulan terima gaji.. ofis ni nak tunggang terbalik ke apa .. to HELL with it.. as long as.. hujung bulan dalam account ku.. ada duit.. enough..

To : Mr.Hindraf,
TO HELL WITH YOU and your expectations. I DON'T CARE.. read my lips.. sucker.. I DON'T CARE... nak senyum kat ko nak buat apa.. buang masa aku je.. nak say GOOD MORNING kat ko nak buat apa... perabih air liur aku je pun.


To : Ms.Perfectionist a.k.a Ms. Hindraf..
WOIIII... dah masuk lambat hari ni. tak yah la nak tunjuk lu tu efficient and PRO sangat.. peduli apa aku lu stay kat subang ke PJ ke.. lu balik lambat ke travel ke apa ke.. office hours clearly stated 9.00Am - 5.30PM... lu dah tau kawasan lu tinggal tu Jam.. keluar la awal.. ni masuk ofis nak tunjuk lu tu cam bagus sangat.. udah le.. To : Ms. Senget.. UDAH LE.. with the dinner.. dah semua orang tak nak pergi.. jangan la nak paksa orang.. who wants to go to that bloody dinner anyways.. u want to go just go la.. with Mr. Hindraf... tak yah nak memaksa orang.. pergi..

To : Ms. Panic..
I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY ABOUT YOU.. SINCE YOU ARE ALWAYS PANICKING je kan... There i go again babbling about this place...

Next round... i will try to talk about ariff more... ARIFF... My son.. u r the only person in this world who makes me laugh... and at ease.. though at times.. i may be so angry... and nag.. a lot.. but I LOVE YOU THE MOST... I am sorry i babap your punggung.. semalam....

Pagi ni.. syok la.. gi kerja naik tren kosong je and cam tertanya-tanya lak " eh kerja ke hari ni' if kerja kenapa kosong je.. banyak lak tempat duduk.. " so there i was on my own lam tren kosong..syok tak de orang.. and minding my own business... kan best if hari-hari tren tu kosong je cam hari ni.. jap yek tengok ada gambar.. sempat lak tangkap pagi tadi.

Memandangkan tak kerja at ALL.. serioulsy TAK DE LANGSUNG.. maka nye.. 'tersnap' la photo.. diri sendiri kat ofis ni..seriouly ni adalah muka keboringan kat sini.. after yesterday.. deep thought mengatakan...

TO HELL WITH THIS PLACE.... memang like i said earlier.. cukup hujung bulan terima gaji..

ofis ni nak tunggang terbalik ke apa .. to HELL with it..

as long as.. hujung bulan dalam account ku.. ada duit.. enough..

To :

Mr.Hindraf,

TO HELL WITH YOU and your expectations. I DON'T CARE.. read my lips.. sucker.. I DON'T CARE...

nak senyum kat ko nak buat apa.. buang masa aku je.. nak say GOOD MORNING kat ko nak buat apa... perabih air liur aku je pun.

To :

Ms.Perfectionist a.k.a Ms. Hindraf..

WOIIII... dah masuk lambat hari ni. tak yah la nak tunjuk lu tu efficient and PRO sangat..

peduli apa aku lu stay kat subang ke PJ ke.. lu balik lambat ke travel ke apa ke.. office hours clearly stated 9.00Am - 5.30PM...

lu dah tau kawasan lu tinggal tu Jam.. keluar la awal.. ni masuk ofis nak tunjuk lu tu cam bagus sangat.. udah le..

To :

Ms. Senget..

UDAH LE.. with the dinner.. dah semua orang tak nak pergi.. jangan la nak paksa orang..

who wants to go to that bloody dinner anyways.. u want to go just go la.. with Mr. Hindraf...

tak yah nak memaksa orang.. pergi..

To : Ms. Panic..

I AHVE NOTHING TO SAY ABOUT YOU..

SINCE YOU ARE ALWAYS PANICKING je kan...

There i go again babbling about this place...

Next round... i will try to talk about ariff more...

ARIFF... My son.. u r the only person in this world who makes me laugh... and at ease.. though at times.. i may be so angry... and nag.. a lot.. but I LOVE YOU THE MOST...

I am sorry i babap your punggung.. semalam....

Ideas

why must we be angry bile kite tak boleh menerima idea orang lain. I just don't understand why.bukankah each one of us is entitle for our own opinion and ideas. I am not angry whatsoever cuma tak faham. bile kite tak setuju dengan orang lain tak kire la ideas ke opinion ke mesti nak bermasam muka cam cuka. hmmm.. entah le.
Bosan betul dengan keadaan kat International Office. Orang kat sini banyak idea tapi.. bile kite tak setuju dengan idea yang given by them... dah nak tunjuk gile kuasa whatsoever...
tak pe I will find another option... u know la what i mean kan..
i wil try my best high and low and insyaallah.. just pray and hopefullu i wil be able to get out from here. aku sayang gak kat sini. tapi.. sori la bro.. tak mencabar mindaku at all.. bile datang ofis dok baca pasal gossip, sembang dari pagi sampai ke petang sampai balik.. pas tu dok tengok pasal resepi segala bagai.. mencabar apa namanye tu.. kerja ke cam gitu... hmmm.. tah le..
aku pun tetakut gak nak blah daris ini. mana tau.. tempat kerja baru.. tu lagi teruk ke apa ke..
tapi tu la.. takkan nak selamanye cem gini..
tak leh jadik. rasanye cam useless sangat.. belajar tinggi2 untuk semua ni ke pun?
baca pasal gossip la pasal masak la.. benda la... hmmm...
tapi tu la.. sabar.. my time will come soon..insyaallah...
will try my best to search for opportunities else where..
insyaallah...
ok la.. catch u again tomorrow... signing off....
nak kejor bas la pulak... ; )

OBAMA

Aku tau la dia dah gantikan BUSH tu kan... tapi apa masalah minah ni sebenarnye.. why is she so obsessed with him.. boleh tak cam nak cakap je kat minah ni.." aku peduli apa OBAMA tu mati kena bunuh ke jadik ke idak ke presiden.. udah-udah le tu... " i know its important to know ye la.. tak salah..tapi idak le every detail nak kena kasik tau pasal dia kan..
bile aku tanya pasal sejarah kawan tu.. senyap tak tau apa...la..kata dah obsessed sangat dengan si OBAMA tu....
hmmm... entah le... tapi bile sembang pasal politic kat malaysia nganga je..
aku ni idak le terer benor politicnye pun.. boleh la sesikit... nengok berita yang mana sempat...
eiiii.. dah le... bosan betul...

orait.... mak ni nak ready-ready nak balik kejar sana sini... cam lam time table tu...
so i shall cont esok...

Gambar Ariff

I know i promised a lot of people gambar ariff.. and alhamdullilah dah berjaya menguploadkan his photos.. dari baru sudah mandi sampai la dia meniarap....
hurayyy...dah berjaya upload.... and i can look at him everyday.. kat blog ni....

in abah's arm

Baru sudah mandi... and wondering benda la ibu ni.. kan

Dia dah boleh meniarap at 3 mths...

Ariif... tengok la dia tidur..

Dia tengah tidur....

Ibu saje je... tak de kerja...

ARIFF

aiyaaa.. gi tangkap gambar dia sampai twice la pulak.. satu masam satu senyum kire ok la yek